I wonder why all the kids nowadays wish to cut themselves. Is it for attention or are they really trying to kill themselves.when I grow up I didn't have none of the things they have now.we barley had enough to eat didn't know what name brand cloths where. I had to were hand-me down clothes. If u don't know what that is its when u get ur big bros. Old cothes. I was sagging before sagging came in so I have some idea of what a hard and difficult life is. I had my times when I wanted to kill myself too but I users a gun. Took out all but one bullet but nothing happened so I added a bullet every time until I ended up playing with five bullets in a six shooter. So I guess u can say I won or lost depends on your point of veiw. So I figured there must be something important for me to do in my life so I straitened up took a good hard look at my life. Joined church and never looked back. I didn't say it was all gravy but I had direction in my life and understood that in every life a little rain must fall. But it dosnt rain always. And its up to u to find that happinest u need in ur life.
